Some people say that their lives are at a crossroads.

I can’t go that far.

My life is at a standstill, the wind has stopped blowing, the rain has stopped pouring, i have stopped walking. I needed this. To stop and take a look around, but without thinking. To be free for just a moment, to feel weightless and at peace. I wont say i need to analyze because i am already guilty of doing that way too much. My thought process needs to be stopped right in its tracks.

I kill every situation with my own brain. I am my own worst enemy. I will pick a situation to death, overthink overanalyze, overdo. and you’d never even know it because it all happens in the space of my own mind.

exhaustion is overcoming me, my brain is shutting down from overuse.